June 2012
2 posts
Truth be told, my birthday sucked. So bad. My family? Happy birthday the day before. No one sang to me. At least have the decency to sing the song. It’s one minute out of your life to make me feel special. And then, I only get one present. I don’t ask for anything from anyone. That’s all the more reason to give me things. The person who gave me a present wasn’t even family....
On birthdays I go out of my way to make sure they have a good day. I make sure it’s all about them. But when it’s my birthday, it still isn’t ever about me. I can’t just have one day that’s dedicated to me? You selfish inconsiderate people beware of karma.
May 2012
5 posts
Why do I left myself get treated like this. I constantly do this over and over again.
You called me your friend, but you never talk to me. That’s cool.
I love my job. I don’t want to leave like 30 minutes before I am supposed to leave. I actually stay longer than I need to most of the time… ;p
Day 2
It’s my second day at work, and I absolutely love my job. I think I’m going to keep it for like…. Ever. ha. Until I open my own store, and even then I might stay there. I work at Thaifoon if anyone wants to know.(: its totally awesome. I love it there. The people have an awesome vibe and everything. Training was awesome. Ugh, its just a great place to work. Sorry for taking that...
April 2012
8 posts
Pansexual
To love everyone. It’s beautiful.
Dear you,
You hurt my feelings and act like it wouldn’t bother me at all. Well, it did. It did what you intended to do. It made me cry. Do you feel better now? Now after all of that? After all the times I said I’m sorry, after all the times I would listen, this is how you repay me? I don’t get it, am I stupid? Don’t answer that, because I know what you would say. I know the exact...
Met this really awesome girl a while ago. She’s gonna be like, my best friend.
The General
“I have seen the others and I have discovered that this war isn’t worth fighting.”
There is a thin line between sanity and insanity and I think that line just broke.
Call me what you want.
March 2012
11 posts
Lately I just feel like, out of place. Waste of space.
I love people
We need more people like this chick at trax who sing out loud and dance shamelessly.
City Creek News
$75 at Nordstroms on Tuesday for a big party and big discounts. First week should have discounts as well.
Within the next year or so, I will be focusing all of my energy towards school and work. As soon as I find a job in California I am leaving. I’m sick of my family drama. I really am. You’re not cool if you smoke weed or spice or whatever. You’re 15. Grow up. I’m so upset right now. I thought she would have some sense after learning from her sisters mistakes. I’m done...
Flirt with me. [:
Please write back...
I wish you would talk to me. I know you aren’t ignoring me, its just, I’m in the very back of your head, barely there. I wish you would write back, because I really need to talk to someone in a more deep, emotional level. I miss you. I sincerely do miss you. From the bottom of my heart.
I barely see him all day, and what does he want to talk about? Every single fucking girl he saw, or met today. And where do I fit into all of this? I’m just some girl he decides to tell it to because I’m the closest thing to a friend to him. I just want to get rid of him…
Squirrels are just sexy rats.
February 2012
18 posts
You make me feel like a loser.
Secret Message.
Joey is my love, my life. Oh how I love him, sometimes. Honestly, he bugs me. Not all the time, just fridays. Fridays? They are so Unpredictable.
Cause we never Know what to do.
I can’t imagine a friday where we know what to do. Not even thursdays we have a clue. Go to the Movies… And we eat dinner at a fancy restaurant.. Yes, i consider dinner at olive garden fancy, but at least its...
I realized I have more songs about sex than any type of song on my ipod.
SO...
I like you, but I’m too afraid to tell you. Because if I do, what if we aren’t friends anymore? What if it just becomes awkward between us?
So, I like you. There, I said it(:
Happy Valentine's Day
Happy Valentine’s day to all you sweethearts and lonely hearts. I love you all.
Confusion
He likes her, I love him. He loves me, I love him…
How should I...?
What is the right thing to do when you know a family addicted to drugs and a baby is involved?
Listen
Because I do not have a credit card I will not be able to talk to him. Maybe it was fate. Or maybe I need a credit card. I feel secluded.
Fine Line.
I feel there is a thin line between a gay person and a straight person.
People are just so beautiful. How can people like only one gender?
Nothingness.
I don’t want to do anything. I just want to lay here all day. I know I sound depressed but if you tell me I’m a wonderful person and try to help me, I will turn you away because I’m just so sad. How could I cheer him up if this is all he will say?
Anne Hathaway vs. Loretta Young
Tell me the difference.
January 2012
15 posts
I keep dreaming of you when I’m supposed to be dreaming of him…
I realize that I couldn’t imagine myself being where I am today. I came so far in such a different direction from where I thought I was going.
I am going to be a fashion designer. That’s what I want to do. But only a few years ago, I had no idea. I’m proud of my self. And I want to thank you for listening to me.
“He was so greedy with degrees, he took my degrees”
– Kanye West
Home. Alone.
I feel so out of place. Like I have no place to call my own. I have no where I belong. I’m just, HERE. I need my own house. Somewhere I belong. Somewhere I can pay rent and not worry about who is drunk tonight or the fire alarm going off because someone’s high. Somewhere I can do my own dishes and make my own food so I don’t have to eat what anyone else makes me.
I hate to...
